Sunday, December 29, 2013

7th Heaven

7th Heaven is define in the dictionary as "A state of great joy and satisfaction."
I haven't been in 7th heaven yet but I am watching the old TV show.

7th Heaven (TV Show): "This weekly television series follows the Camden family as the minister father and stay-at-home mother deal with the drama of having seven children, ranging from toddlers to adults with families of their own. The friends, neighbours, and love interests of the various members of the family weigh heavily on the plot of the series, which seeks to address a real-life issue with each episode."

I was feeling nostalgic and I watch multiple episodes a day. the show finished 6 years ago in 2007. I use to watch some episodes of this show when I was younger, the show was running for 11 years (1996-2007) so there is 11 season and 243 episodes, I intend to watch every single one of them, from start to finish! I am currently up to season 3 (:


(Season 1 cast)

(6/7/14) I didn't finish this I have now moved on and watching another show, check my more recent posts for details.

So Christmas is done and dusted and it wasn't anything special. We didn't get money which was a first, but we got presents and were a real family again, it was nice. New Years is soon as well as a good friends birthday, I'm shouting her to the movies, should be fun.

The week after next I have an orientation to attend for the Certificate in Academic Preparation Programme which is a 25 week course, 8 weeks of it is in summer school. So on January 13th I will be starting that. I feel like I haven't gotten enough to rest/break/holiday to start studying so soon and I'm scared. I don't know what University life will be like, or how my life will turn out this year, it's scary.

I bought my first lotto ticket the other day, didn't win anything though, oh well.

I also felt a bit lonely and sad and I went on Omegle, I was hoping to find some random to have a neutral conversation with and I did, from Ireland, this person is cool. It's rare to find a good person on Omegle. The 13 hour time zone difference sucks though. He made me get a kik, I had no idea what that was before he told me, it's still something I have to get use too.

I also found out that cream puffs are profiteroles! I love Cream Puffs and I love Profiteroles and I had no clue they were the same thing until this:
http://www.cadbury.co.nz/recipes/white-profiteroles-with-chocolate-honey-glaze.aspx?r=50206&c=5253
showed up on my Facebook news feed.

Cream Puffs with Chocolate Sauce

I WANT SOME!!! <3
Just Google Cream puffs or Profiteroles and you will fall in love(if you already haven't) too!

That is all for now, I think this is my longest post in this blog ever and it is midnight here in New Zealand so...

CollinsDictionarySaysBye! xx

Monday, December 23, 2013

Karma

Ever heard of Karma?

The dictionary definition is: (in Hinduism and Buddhism) the sum of a person's actions in this and previous states of existence, viewed as deciding their fate in future existences.

This guy I know, he's a jerk. Two years ago I hurt him, we were in a 'relationship' and he held a grudge and he said I was bad and I deserved to be physically abused and he said he was Karma.

I really dislike this guy now, but I don't know how people can stoop that low and not have any feelings of guilt or remorse or anything similar to that. How can anyone give Karma anyway? Isn't it just fate that deals it out?

To all the single guys and gals out there, stay single!!!

It would be good if you actually read my blogs to post comments! (Thank You)

CollinsDictionarySaysBye! xx

Christmas

It's Christmas time and in New Zealand that means sun sun sun, for most people that means fun fun fun.
For me, it means sleep sleep sleep, finally.
I haven't written a blog post in months but I was thinking last night that I should get in a habit of it for the New Year. A lot of bad things have happened to my family and I this year.

Why do bad things happen to good people?

I got my University of Auckland ID Card in the mail today, I joined this Certificate of Academic Preparation Programme and I'm still waiting on Urban Planning. I am also tempted to be one of their first year bloggers, I have to send in a short piece of writing before January 20th, for them to read it and see if they want me as a blogger. It might be cool.

I can't make promise more blog posts but i'll try, will be one of my new years resolutions.

CollinsDictionarySaysBye! xx



Thursday, July 18, 2013

Family Violence.

(This post is still a work in progress, it's just something about Family Violence, which is too close to home for me)


Family: any group of persons closely related by blood, as parents, children, uncles, aunts, and cousins whether dwelling together or not
Violence: Behavior involving physical force intended to hurt, damage, or kill someone or something or Strength of emotion or an unpleasant or destructive natural force.

Family Violence is a crime. Family Violence is a crime that goes silently through the walls of victims homes. Family members against other family members using physical force to show their emotions, whether intended for good or bad reasons, it is never a good answer, no matter what the provocation. Family Violence leaves a deafening silence in the air, one wrong word and everything could burst into flames, what you thought you were saying could blow up into smoke. Has the fist got your tongue? Some people's words are their holes in the walls, the bruises on her face, the cut on his lip, the lowered self esteem of them, the unworthiness of eachother.


CollinsDictionarySaysBye! x

I will try write more posts, Less words!

I am very opinionated and observant, but when I know it is not my place to say something, I do not say it. I think a lot too, Over think a lot of things which doesn't make me very happy.

I have been watching my brothers national basketball team play these last 2 days, the tournament is still going, so I am tired because of long days. It's good getting out though, watching, because it's the closest i'll get to playing again in a long time. I also like going for car rides, anywhere, even if it just to the grocery store, because it gets me out of the house. This feeling won't be understood by many if you do not know what is wrong with me, I'm too scared to say it on here yet, I still have trouble telling people these days, only cos its 'recent'.

On another totally different topic, on our way to the morning game, we passed a guy who got out of his car on his phone (his car was parked on the side of the road) and his little dog ran out, into oncoming traffic and we saw it get hit by the car, it was too fast for that car to stop. It was sad but what was worse is that I thought, if he had kids, he would have to go home and say to them that their dog died.. not a good day for them.

But the best thing that happened to me today is that I requested a song via text to the radio and they played it! It was MKTO-Classic. You should check it out! It's fairly shorter then most songs but meh, I like it.

I have lots of things to talk about, which is unusual but small things are happening that are good and I want to write it down, I should do this, write a blog, on the go, instead of doing one long post at the end of the day I could do lots of posts with saying, opinions etc
What do you think?
Leave a comment below and tell me, what do you fancy? If you read this that is (:
Thanks for reading this though!

CollinsDictionarySaysBye! x

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Drifter

I'm drifting, drifting in between a sea of calm and a path of war. Not knowing when the dark tunnel is going to end, not sure when the light will come, if it will ever come.

The feeling of neutralism with anything, everything. 

Do you answer a question with deep thought?
No, not anymore. 

You answer 'Meh' instead, 'Meh' being the equivalent of shrugging your shoulders or being indifferent and not giving a damn.
This is how I feel today, Meh, just Meh. So much things are happening, so much bad things. I just don't care anymore.
Sad isn't it?

CollinsDictionary says Bye! x

Friday, July 5, 2013

Guys?

I haven't had a lot of experience with guys, dating etc but all guys, so far, are a-holes. whenever I open up to a guy, they say they are always going to be there for me, but then they aren't, they disappear or it gets too much, although I do warn them in the beginning.
Had an experience like that ladies?
I give every guy I meet an equal chance, I don't judge them on the other guys, or my past. But it just seems I get hate for no reason and it sucks.
I recently got a new friend, the same that inspired me to write a blog, and I haven't told him what i've been through, I haven't even written it on here yet. But I was scared of him doing the same thing the other guys have done and he's just shown that tonight. He said some really nasty stuff and I know I did nothing wrong to deserve this. So guys, why do some guys, not all guys, be so mean, when they don't fully understand? It's unfair I reckon.
I know I will find my perfect man when I love myself fully and I feel I am perfect within myself.
I'll just keep on smiling though, because that's who I am (:

CollinsDictionary says Bye! x

Sunday, June 30, 2013

Blog about a blog

A blog means : Regular posts on a site by an individual or a group of users that contains information, experiences, opinions and may have pictures or links to other sites.
This, is what I hope to achieve with my blog, over time I hope to have more opinions and experience than anything else on here.
Its 4am and I cant sleep, if you read my last post, you will know its probably because I slept 15 hours yesterday. Im very hungry atm, probably not a good idea to eat though. The sooner I get off this the sooner I can try catch some Zzzz's!
Did you know that we usually confess most things over late night conversations? I might be doing that in my blog from time to time, I know I have a habbit of doing that when im texting someone late. The middle of the night for me is also when I think, overthink to be exact. Another reason why I can't sleep most of the time.
I like Orange Juice. Lol just thought i'd add that in randomly.
Thanks for taking the time to read this nonsense.

CollinsDictionary says Bye! x

Saturday, June 29, 2013

The day was wasted

Hello!

Today I slept 15hours straight, that's a long time and usually not like me. My body probably needed it. When I woke up, I played some games on my Samsung Galaxy Tablet, i'm like addicted to Subway Surfers and CJ Strikes Back, I play those the most. I then went to sleep some more and woke up for dinner. I don't like wasting the day, I had a lot of work to do for school, it's my final year, but I didn't do it. I did start just before though, while watching some CSI, but now I am procrastinating while writing this. I love CSI, it's like the only tv programme I watch on TV now, the rest I watch on demand. I wanted to be a forensic investigator one day because of these shows, but now, not so much.
My posts will usually be about this time of night, I have to get into a rhythm of writing.
Thanks for reading my second post (:

CollinsDictionary says Bye! x

Friday, June 28, 2013

The start of something new

Kia Ora! My name is Colleen and this is my first ever blog, ever!

I have always wanted to create a blog but haven't actually gotten around to starting it yet. But now I have thanks to the inspiration of a recent friend I made, let's call him CB.
First of all, my blogspot domain name is CollinsDictionary because it is a nickname I got given from a good friend of mine who I call Brandy, and it stuck.
If you are still reading this, good on you and thanks!
I don't want to post heaps about me in my first post, because I do want you (the person reading this) to come back for more so that's what i'm doing.
I hope you enjoyed my first post in my blog, I will write more and try be more creative, but for now, this will do (:

CollinsDictionary says Bye! x